compulse - smear (about)

I have a strange thing about taking pictures of myself when I am in great emotional or physical pain. When I look back on them I think, "I'm so glad I'm not like that now!"

This was taken one afternoon when I had a complete meltdown while expressing myself on huge newsprint with charcoal. After screaming and crying for a couple hours I went into the bathroom and took a picture.

Camera: Canon PowerShot S110 Digital Elph (2.1 megapixel), automatic setting, flash off.